hais

It jus been awhile and so many has happen,

life is really turning from bad to worst..... i seek happiness but i always get sadness! hais!

i'll pray for my day to come!

Freedom is everyone's

ALL OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!

Can't stop thinking of 1 thing, did i really did a wrong thing last wednesday, i feel guilty, but if i really cause tat hope it dun fking let mi encounter such things again! SHAG LA!!!! I wanna be an angel! not a devil! evil deed is wat i been doing( i think so) but i believe it will all be gone soon!!!!

Hmm writing a book!!! now editing chapter1 once done i will send it out and hope to get comment of it!!!!!!!

JUS FOR SHUANG Mei !!!

Life is full of surprize,

it's like an advanture,

the quest for us has no objective

as the objective is always us

the emotion we express daily,

sometime a person feels he/she is so lost in life

when they are bored,

find someone to chat with,

sing songs to express urself!

perhasp there is more way but i jus state some,

human grow day by day

that is life,

everyone have is own destiny

live with it!

mistake we made learn from it,

that's what made life interesting.

i believe there is some problem in you,

lock in a box inside you,

but expressing things out is good =)

Hmm for ur age and time now studying

is always number1 but don't over stress yourself,

Finding a Boyfriend hmm i think noting wrong

as its the 21 centry now. but i seen many ppl

die for love, do stupid thing Jus for love,

if there is really one day love hurts you!

let time mend ur wound,

As im it also take mi time b4 =)

sometime thing in life is vry unfair

but its always tat way so jus relax,

hmm nothing much more i can think haha,

ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR SPECIAL DAY!

29 MARCH 2009

22:51:48

you became my ganmei =)

Hope to meet you out soon=)

TAKECARE!!!!

-SK-

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After you left me hanging again, i understand its useless to get back up to you, i know i'm no compare to him, but its ok, i live my life , i follow my fate, i Pray hard my partner to come soon! i promise to give all my care, love and support for her, as i think its really time for me to settle down, i learn quite lots in life and i'm always still learning!

To: thoese who came to my Birthday! you all bash me so FUN WOR! i will get my revenge! haha!

MY BIRTHDAY WISH! HAVE A GIRLFRIEND SOON! ( possible?)

recently i been out hearing ppl who are sad or down! cheering ppl its not easy but at least it helps alittle! but i'm always a willing helper and entertainer! as i believe i can bring a smile to everyone face!

Hmm i think i will end here! as i'm thinking of sumthing =) so i don't wanna continue =)

Byebye and takecare reader!

-Sk-

hais......

jus fk n piss off but now feeling better.............

lazy to say anything......... end of post..


-Sk-

jus another weekend.

JUS FOR YOU

Days pass fast as time pass faster,

My heart pumping fast but no preasure

leaving me along twice in the dark,

there has been anger,

But all forgiven as i always knw you

Are still my angel.

Guilding my path as i'm walking with you,

shining my path from the dark sky to blue,

Its always easy to say i love you,

but action speak louder den word,

So i will prove that i love you,

Working is hard time,

Just bare with it,

Always remember

Me in your mind,

As im always doing so.

BUT IF 1 day you are leaving mi again,

jus silently go,

As it can hurt as much tat you never think so.

For currently all i wans is

TO LOVE YOU ON AND SO.......

-sk-

WAKAKAKAKA!

Err first of all i hope i didn't make a wrong decision today. but anyway sry tat im to be back to camp haha... promise you tat i will keep u company when i can =) errrr....... dun skip so much skool le wahahahaha =) errr sms mi kkz=) cos i hehe forget ur number=) baby miss/luv you=) MWARKS!!!!!!!

-mystery-

LIFE is a mystery, tats y im also a mystery. =) its easy & also hard to understand a person. for myself of cos i understand myself la.... but not all de time, sumtime im use a lonely bird losing his way... but could say im also a lucky charm always their are more birds flying to the rescure =)...... but 1 thing tis little birdy wans is a special bird to guild him his path n he could also guild back, share all points of pain, happiness or memory with. every1 have wings, wings of freedom, a soul, and a destiny.

Wings of freedom- the first breath you take u have already gain the wings of freedom, till ur last breath. so i believe tat parent controling our time is not controling our wings of freedom, we will get total freedom when de rite times come. so i dun complain tat i have no freedom.

Soul- a living soul tat ur parent given to u. treasure it well as some soul are lonely they are born to have a life with 1 parent or some even no parent.
-most ppl nowadays i see are freedom soul, they do as they wish, without thinking of de result of de outcome tat happen but some will realise the mistake 1 day, some jus stain to their life.

-lonely soul, lonely soul are mostly ppl who have single parent in someway or no parent, most of tis ppl have a stronger soul in life, they live in a life tat has sumthing missing, but i still can say tat sum lonely soul also dun treasure their condition, hmm but i never exp such life so im not continuing.... but i might be having a single parent too... as my dad is such a .................

Destiny- Where all de mystery falls on. destiny are completed with our own . but also create by our parent. without dem tat mean no us. human must try to have a mind set of reproducing. most ppl now a days dun even wan a children, for wat reason i dunno. but every birth lead to a new destiny of a new life. let it sprout de world as more population wont flood de world, instead it brings more challenges, as not all little soul are born perfect, some are born handicap have some respect on dem, they dun wan it too, but jus their destiny, how they wanna live with it how they wanna go on with it its all up to dem, y think of sucide when life can be beautiful in someway, sucide i think afew time b4 but neber now. friends surrounding mi brings mi so much happiness, imagine if there is no1 else on earth, wat for u nid a tv when their is no more ppl at de tv studio to play us show, no more ppl at power plants to generate power, no more ppl to rule country, no friend no anything, no more exitence of human races, its a pity, den earth is still not empty, but all over is animal n crawlers, den no 1 will noe wat will happen. Destiny jus live with it as u go on in life, bring more destiny to earth n we will still be there so guild more ppl in the right path.

100609

REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND....

Hmmm life could be simple, could be fuck up but our life is control in our hand.
i simply like my life to be simple, but in de same time happy. sum ppl who like fighting acting like big fool is also their own destiny. everytime ppl pray for world peace. but i will say i rather pray for ppl to change their thinking mind set to more positive thinking, if ppl is really thinking positive riot wont had happen, war will have not happen, think again b4 praying for world peace, why waste time to pray for ppl who dun apreciate.

Fighting, bullshit la child play...... will fighting solve problem? i will say a sure no!!!! settle in peace is must better for my choice, but if really like to fight so much, represent singapore in some fighting sports, win some medal for ur country more better. agree with mi ?

Smoking. hmm i admit i learn smoking but i get my guts to quit, smoking can de stress ? hmm i also dun think so.... harm my body more, but i see many artical in magazine to destress, sex is 1 way but i neber try b4, going to a place where u like , go to the beach relax etc. But i really hope most smoker will quit, for de good of their health...

Drugs, worst y take drugs no idea sia.... but dun wan tok bout tis topic.....

relationship, hmm some is desprate to have a partner some is having a partner all slot of thingy la..... im single ok still happy in life but also having phobia in relationship....... hmm 1thing la always think hard b4 really going astep forward on being attach, sometimes being more closer friend is better den lover, ppl claim they love a person but do they really understand love? y waste time on saying i love you when u dun noe love..... i can say i still dunno love vry well but i hope i get a chance to express it out.... n understand it well with some1 special =)

Family- every1 has a family but different bckground, some single parent some no parent etc, i have a happy family but destory by my father, y must he have a mistress... is it so proud to let every1 noe u have a mistress... i will say FUCK U!!!! no wonder from de day i was born i stick so much closer to my mum. My dad always claim tat he have no money, den sometime go insane due to business downturn.... start throwing temper around.... WTF.... when such incident happen im always fuck up, but still have close friend to tok 2 even my officer's (thanks to u guys). My wishes for my birthday for many years. my father to change his habit, attitude.

Commit sucide, i think of it be but i think of my mum who will tc of her, my friends who treat mi well, im disloyal to dem. y nid go to tis step to die when everything is able to be solve. tats y i said to pray for ppl to have positive mind set!!!!!

guess i will stop here.....
-Sk-
060609

hmmm

days remain, im still tat mi wonder how could i change.....

17-05-2009

sot sot no.1

haha =) sot sot no.2

haha =) will she have more haha!!! i will laugh like hell man =)

(i dun wanna extend my mc haha)

booking in today! hais!!!!!! CCB!

Wish i could post out soon! Hmm many things tat i wanna do now,
1. Continue Higher NITEC (private)
2. get a driving license
3. get a Girlfriend.
hmm de rest forget le haha.

Bye bye for now. booking in today. if possible will book out b4 friday if i get my posting, if not will book out on friday.....

???

i believe de day will come. i believe my dream, i believe!!!!!!!!!! this day will come!

first day book out...

so happy on firstday book out..... hmm miss my house sooooo much....... hais......

wish i faster post out !!!!!!!!! night go sleep le.....

LONG POST HAHA FROM 19april start till today de post all in a go

LONG POST HAHA FROM 19april start till today de post all in a go

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haha...

back to update.. hmm 7more days diana BD wor hmm nid plan, erm after her bd jiu shi my NS day le FK hais.... farewell every1 =(

-Sk-

hope i got nothing wrong haha...

知在脑海里
锁在心脏里
只想在梦里
在现实世界
我依然还爱着你
天天想那一天的到来
可是我还是没勇气
说我其实有多爱你。

Hmm hope not alot of mistake haha.

as my chinese is KNS de haha=)

hais...

ok woke up quite late pei huat go out play dota den meet da sao n sot sot go far east... hmm huat find de shop already spend few hr tok kong hmm den sot sot fell down wor xia shi wo (Go get plaster b4 it get worst wor haha) hmm den came back on cab to amk went makan , watch movie den DOTA again haha =) ok la tats all for today la =P so du lan liao dun feel like writing more haha... DA SAO HOLD HAND LA HAHA!

haha=)

Hmm today woke up early in morning cos of fking terence hmm he went wait for his laopo at her skool, haha from 12 wait till 2 plus plus cos diana kena sabo for using phone. tat terence KPKB tat wait so long haha=)but still LL waited. Hmm den went amk watch movie(shinjuku incident) at 7pm, hmm LOG JIU SHI LOG HAIS! no good show from them, hais the 2 of us was hoping to see the 2 of dem qian qian shou de haha but lei hais NO WONDER I CALL HIM A LOG! haha.

my love for you

is just like a rainbow

7 colours with no start and no end

but im just silently waiting

waiting for my start tat never end.

haha

A step forward toward you is too close to you.A step backward from you is just too far away from you.Hoping is just an emotion ,Giving is just the Precation,Loving is just what i have been silently hinting.But all that lead to 1 simple route sacrificing.Believe me im still waiting.silently waithing....... ;)

HAHAHAHA!

wake up hmm feed sum1a shoe, for disturbing mi ytd......

hmm den went dota meet my future DA SAO, and SOT SOT de princess, hmm blar blar blar etc..... tats all for today! NS coming hais! FAINT!


-Sk-

WTH!

HMM evey1 is wearing a mask today. you noe y cos its april fools day, all de joker come out my god! haha im tricked so early in de morning haha=) wth wahahaahahahahahaha. hope no more jokes ahead.

Happy April's fool day.

okok,jus wake up not long. tons of msg came to my phone screen through all, and reach de last second all my mood gone for today. feel like the lighting jus strike mi, but its ok! I respected it! =) hais! how i wish it was jus a joke. what more to say haissssssssss........ Completly NOTHING!


-Sk-

-Sk-

Hmm update now haha! hmm nothing much 2 say lei hais hmm 2 new gan mei yesterday haha! hmm 26 days left to be happy hais! must treasure my time! hais!

-Sk-

lol

vry long neber even post a single thing le... hmm recently still de same ... blar blar blar, etc etc etc. im only thinking 1 thing april 24 is coming. my fking hell hais! time is so limited. i nid sumthing, sumthing so powerful tat can control mi =) hehe. de beast is unchained. unleashing trash !!!!!!!! ahhh crazy le la mi!! save mi pls! hais!

-Sk-

JB trip=)

Hmm wake up today at about 4.40am.. erm prepare hehe, left home at 6am. blar blar blar.
reach jb=) erm went to eat at perling. den jiu CHIONG AR! go pray all de way till 6++ hmm include lunch and dinner la=) after tat on de way home... Tire broke down=( bo bian LL must stand there wait 4 de repairman to come=( when i was waiting de sky began to get dark de stars there were so bright n nice =) but too bad i didnt get to watch it with sum1 special=(!!! hmm i hope de day will come 4 mi! hais.... more update soon=( i guess.........

-Sk-

future plan.....

Hmm NS is drawing near... 24april... hais...... hmm after NS(if i survive de 2 years) might wanna find a job... hmm mostly is kitchen jobs. haha cos i plan 2 have my own resturant....=X hmm get a car as soon as i get a license hehe.... erm more plan hmm still dunno yet hmm perhaps a partner asap!!! haha tats de current plan haha=X

-Sk-

..........

hmm few more days to valentine hehe... another lonely year! WTH!!! haha
an early wishes to all couple a happy valentine=)

-SK-

JUST FOR 7

I been waiting,

Love isn't coming

Over and over i been,

Very very sad

Even when i'm not being treated like a jurk.

Yet another day pass and

Out of no where

U r found.

AND

May i know where are you,

I just wanna

See you

Soon.

you noe who u r haha... hope u understand =)

Hmm ur favorite colours too=P

777777777777777777777777777777777777777

FROM -SK-

no title....

What's yours is always yours

No matter how round the earth is

It's there

No matter how far you search

Even every edge and corner

It's there.

I dream of the same thing

Day and night

Makes me leaving a scar in heart

I live in life for such a period

I seen the best

I seen the worst

This is what our

Father in heaven had given us

To fight for your own fate

Not the wrong way

But the correct way

To love someone

Is to treasure that person

Never ask for anything for repay

If you already know the consequences

Love is blind very blind

You and i are the same

We all can love and beloved

Just don't curse and swear

Always think twice

As what is gone might never come back

Treasure the person you love

Treasure he or she well

Walk to the end of the rainbow together

Fate and love

Is all around us.

Sk signing out...

Hoping 4 a partner...

sad...T.T

ahhh went shopping 4 new year clothes....spend $100+ at takashimaya erm $68 at Far East,$44.9 at amk T.T POK liao sad..................... look 4ward 2 new year haha..

byebye...

有多少愛可以重來

常常责怪自己 当初不应该

常常后悔没有把你留下来

为什么明明相爱 到最后还是要分开

是否我们总是俳徊在心门之外

谁知道又和你相遇在人海 命运如此安排

总叫人无奈 这些年过得不好不坏

只是好像少了一个人存在 而我渐渐明白

你仍然是我不变的关怀 有多少爱可以重来

有多少人愿意等待 当懂会珍惜以后回来

却不知那份爱 会不会还在 有多少爱可以重来

有多少人值得等待 当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱 谁知道又和你相遇在人海 命运如此安排

总叫人无奈 这些年过得不好不坏

只是好像少了一个人存在 而我渐渐明白

你仍然是我不变的关怀 有多少爱可以重来

有多少人愿意等待 当懂会珍惜以后回来

却不知那份爱 会不会还在 有多少爱可以重来

有多少人值得等待 当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱 有多少爱可以重来

有多少人愿意等待 当懂会珍惜以后回来

却不知那份爱 会不会还在 有多少爱可以重来

有多少人值得等待 当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱 当爱情已经桑田沧海

是否还有勇气去爱 有多少爱可以重来

wat a person i am....

INTRO OF MYSELF,

Name: Tan SK
Sex: Male
DOB:2-7-1990
Age:18

Im big build, not good looking... Can cook, do housework, iron and washing clothes no problem. Erm like to tok alot... watch tv a little, go play pool, basketball, soccer, NO MORE 4D & soccer betting. saving money 2 enjoy life b4 NS.... Hmm also hope 2 find a partner now=) guess i just dun wanna be alone =) hmm nothing much to say but just hope i could understand sumthing haha................

hehe

hmm nothing much 2 post today haha..... hmm just still praying hard 4 sum1 hehe=)

If you are sad,I'll always hope 2 be there for you.

If you are happy, I don't think i'll get to share with you.

If u nid a punch bag, dun think so much jus go ahead im here..

if u r trouble, i wont mind listening to u de whole day=)

i starting 2 have a strange feeling on sum1,hope is not tat feeling tat

i currently dun wan.....

sentosa,vivo&town trip=)

I haven't been so happy haha since ............ haha.. hmm meet ah hong, samsam, sc at harbour front MRT den we went sentosa haha..... den play till shiok shiok liao rain came T.T haha end up went vivo makan subway, play pool. ermerm jiu go town blar blar blar etc etc...... haha waiting 4 all de photo hoho.. den all post out hehe....

I MISS SUM1 haha...............

=) bless u to be happy =)

This is the first time i see her not smiling =(.... Not like her usually self although i jus noe her 4 tat few days. I can feel sumthing deep inside her tat cause her 2 be in such status... i hope she would share but i dun think she will.... we're still not close enough friend....... but i do hope she could be back 2 her HAPPY SELF AGAIN =) dear god pls bless her 2 be happy =) N i will pray 4 her everynite=)

SK.... GOING SENTOSA WAHAHAHAHA... not like de usually mi haha.... will 2009 really change mi? haha... will noe sooner or later haha

guess i'll end it here today hehe=)

T.T

Hais a small cut on my hand & a big cut at my back sad T.T

Valentine is near.... Will i have a lonely valantine =) 99.99%will 0.01% won't

haha..... bored sia hais nothing to say today.......

BB...

dunno wat title also.....

JOKER'S MY NAME JOKING'S MY GAME!

wasted $10 on stupid Ong Bak2 movie...

haha at first the movie was nice, middle start to be more better, reaching the end was OMG BORING!!!! i rate 3 1/2star for this movie....

Baobei ling..... i understand the feeling.... i will control myself... i'm an angel when you are around im a devil when you leave me, im crazy & piss off when ARSENAL lose =X haha... since im 1 step away from you now... i still hope tat u will stay happy....wish u n him happily together=)

HMM since is a new year it will be a new me...everything of me might change...

towards friends is always vry good....(if for once we have some miss understanding pls 4give mi) towards my family is always num1 except my dad n his stupid Xiao Laopo!!! Totally phobia about having relationships now.... jus wanna stay happy n let the ppl around me stay happy.... Just knew sum1 new again erm.... attitude vry ke ai(cute) haha... give mi tis Nickname Bai Zan Ji.. hais, which sum1 call mi 3years ago....

Love is blind,

Love can hurts alot,

Love can make you give alot,

Love can't be gone,it's there everyday

Love in me is almost all dead,

Waiting some1 special to pull mi back from de dead.

I'm encountering more illness tat i dun wanna share

if i dun live long in my life, i will still wanna make

countless ppl happy.

I just made a special recipe, i will keep it and the 1 who manage 2 eat it mean u r too special 2 mi! hahahahahhahaha.... enough le ahhh stop stop stop liao...BB...

Joker!